i want my life back

my life that full of laughter

free of problem

my life that doesnt have to think about you and your feeling

i feel so much sad right now eventhough i have you

dont you try to fix it up ?

its all about you

its all about what you do

its all about how much you care about me

i thought i could stay happily with you

but i know this is not like the movies , always have a happy ending

this is reality

there is no guarantee that we can live happily ever after

but i have a dare to try

try to be a human being

try to love and be loved

because i will never know what i will get until i really try

but now

i stuck in my own ways to love you

and what i can say right now is

i give up and i am so sorry :'(