muhammad syakir :

emm , how to start ? okay laa first of all i want to say sorry for all my wrong doing towards you . i would like to ask a lot of apologise from you .

firstly,sorry because i always blame you before . you ada cakap yg i ni ego , yes now I admit it and I takkan buat mcm tu lagi kat you . start from now i akan try terima kenyataan and faham yg ni semua bukan salah you . it is obviously not your fault , that was mine . i am too scared to admit it , yelah sape suka buat salah and dipersalahkan kan ?

secondly,sorry for making a lot of mistakes.yes im just human . subject to make mistake ! dah banyak sangat kan salah i ? and i rasa u pun dah muak denga i asyik ckp sorry sorry sorry kan? lepas ckp sorry i buat lagi . hmm amira ni mmg mcm ni syakir

thirdly,sorry if i made you waiting for me . syakir please lah let it go . hubungan ni takkan menjadi . takkan ! i ingat kita kawan jeh and harap u pun terima yg kita ni kawan but I just too blind to see your love . mira ni jahat so please  find someone else that can give you happiness and i sure yg org tu bukan i . I'M AFRAID OF MY OWN SELF . I hope you understand ,

fourthly,sorry for throwing such a lame words to you . percayalah mira tak maksud kan nya .maybe tu jokes tapi mira tau syakir tak suka . mira memang selalu salah ckp . and now mira try diam and just cakp apa yg patut jeh .okay ? mira malu dgn syakir and malu nak mintak maaf dgn syakir..

and thank you for :

came into my life and be my friend . thanks because you accept me to be your friend . yelah syakir kan penah ckp yg syakir tak layan pempuan . so mira rase bertuah gila sebb syakir dah tegur mira and kita jadi kawan :) i will never forget the way we meet . its awesome you know ? nasib baik laa muka mira ni sama mcm your petsis , min kalau tak mesti i tak kenal u sampai sekarang . random dialog >>>"mira nak bunga ?"i takkan lupa !

you such a good friend to me . baik sangat ! caring , periang , banyak cerita . fun gila laa dapat syakir ni haha mesti nnt ramai perampuan tegila gila kan syakir . sikap syakir not bad . tak menyakitkan hati . so stay be a good person to everyone okay ? 

if mira ada probs jeh syakir mesti cakap >> "chill" , so im used to it . bila ada probs jeh ingat syakir . CHILL and probs pun pegi jauh :)

everytime before i go to sleep , i want to know :

 how im gonna live without you

 and 

i want you to know that 

I MISS YOU SO MUCH..

sorry i just nak u tau yang i really really miss u . i dont know why but i still miss u . even when i type this entry . and i dont want you to call me after you read it because u selalu buat mcm tu . i want you to call me because you miss me too , bukan sebb syakir rasa bersalah .  i want to show how i glad to have you in my life . i mampu buat ni jeh and maybe this is the last..

 let it go and find someone else

you'll be better 

i am sure